Death of an Awesome Man of God...

In recent years there have been so many deaths and attempted assassinations in our country that it breaks my heart.  It's like there's no moral compass anymore guiding our nation.  When I was growing up there was still some semblance of a moral compass even though it was in the beginning stages of the dwindling process.  Folks for the most part went to church on Sunday's.  Most homes still believed in God to some extent even if they didn't live it on a daily basis.  Most of our small towns pretty much closed down on Sunday's.  No business was done and it was truly a day of rest.  

  Fast forward 45-50 years and I don't even recognize the nation that I knew back then.  It's business as usually 7 days a week.  There's hustle and bustle all the time.  Sunday's aren't reserved as a day of rest to the Lord anymore.  The majority of homes in our nation don't believe in Jesus.  There are so many who hate Jesus and are turning the table on those who do saying we are like Hitler.  I don't know where in the world they are coming from with that because Hitler hated Jesus.  He hated the Jews who loved God.  He didn't want anything to do with God.  

    They called Charlie Kirk a Hitler type.  He loved Jesus therefore he loved God.  Nothing about the man screamed that he was that kind of person at all.  

    Today he was shot while speaking at a college campus in Utah.  I'm sure the doctors did everything they could to save him but he couldn't be saved.  He leaves behind a wife and two young children.  He was only 31 years old.  

    Here's what I would love to know, How could someone's opinion (Charlie Kirk's) cause someone to do something like this?  How could someone be filled with that much hate to murder someone in the prime of their life?  Now his kids will grow up without a father and their mom will have to do life raising her two kids without her husband by her side.  My heart breaks for them.  I'm deeply saddened at the state that this nation is in.  

    His family are in my thoughts and prayers as they deal with all the aftermath in the days ahead.  All of our young people are in my thoughts and prayers as well.  I pray that if this young man impacted your life at all that you make a stand for Christ in remembrance of him.  That you make an impact for Christ with your family and friends as well.  Don't let his death be in vain.  Give him a legacy that is worthy of the man of God that he was.  

Don't Go Gentle Into That Good Night!

Don't be passive!  Rage and Burn with the dying of the light!

Life Is Precious And It's Vitally Important That We Fight For It At Every Turn!

Let Us Maintain A Fierce Spirit Rather Than Succumb To A Peaceful, But Complacent, Ending!

Save The Date...

More information will be coming but here's the save the date for Tim's graduation from High School.  It's hard to believe that he's graduating this school year.  It seems like yesterday that he was learning to write his letters and numbers.  The time sure has flown by.  I'm thankful that we have cherished all the moments all these years and that we took tons of pictures of them as well.  

We still aren't sure how many family and friends will be allowed at the graduation because I don't know where the venue will be as of yet but it's a homeschool graduation so I'm assuming all that want to attend will probably be allowed to attend.  I will let you know for certain when I have more details😉.

Just About A Month Away...

Tim is looking forward to attending this Meet.  It will be his 3rd State Meet since switching to Olympic Weightlifting.  He really loves this sport and has learned so much and grown so much since August of 2023.  It's been the absolute best change ever.  

Level 2 License...

Tim received the hard copy of his license this week but I forgot to post of a pic of him with it.  He's so loving the freedom of being able to drive alone.  It has freed me up to be able to do other things however I do miss going with him to training and watching him train.  

I erased pertinent information on it so that no one can try and swipe his identification.  It's sad that you have to do that nowadays.  Yet another sign of the times.

John 14:1 (ESV)...

Dermatology Appointment...

Today Tim was seen at the dermatologist for this:

They told us it's Beckers Nevus.  That's basically a fancy name for a huge mole/birthmark that can get darker and grow thick hair (which it's starting to do). It affects 1% of the population.  It's more common in males than females.  There's nothing that can be done for it.  They don't know what causes them.  It's believed to be related to a genetic predisposition.  It doesn't cause any health issues.  If the hair gets thicker or darker there are things we can do for dealing with it but none of them are covered by medical insurance which totally stinks.  

Acts 1:8 (ESV)...

Footnote from NIV Application Bible (v.7-8):

Their primary concern should not be the political power that will come with the restoration of Israel's Kingdom.  It should be the spiritual power that will come through the baptism with the Holy Spirit, which will enable them to be witnesses.  

    In a sense the disciples were already witnesses, for they had seen the risen Lord; that was the key to their witness (v.22).  But they also needed the "power" that would come from the Holy Spirit. 

Missionary Speaker Quotes shared at Cross Assembly Yesterday...

There was a guest speaker yesterday at church.  He spoke on John 15:9-17 about being a friend of God by being loyal to Jesus; standing with Jesus, weeping with Jesus, and stewarding His trust.  It was such a great sermon.  Here are some slides that he shared.

I know many in our neck of the woods are more Baptist in faith than Pentecostal in faith.  Azuza Street was a Pentecostal meeting where God showed up in a huge way.  Lots don't understand Azuza Street.  In their not understanding they tend to spout opinions in order to sway folks to unbelief of what happened there.  

Here's my take on it.  It's not mine to understand the movings of God and His showing up in different ways for different groups of people.  What I do know is it's mine to believe that God can do anything at anytime with anyone who believes.  It's our lack of belief that holds us back at times.  When we open our hearts and eyes to allow Holy Ghost to show us how mightily God moves and has moved in the past we open ourselves up to a deeper belief than we could ever possibly imagine.  

So, you will never see me saying that what happened at Azuza Street wasn't God even though I've heard many non-Pentecostals spout that kind of talk.  What you will hear from me is to take the time to read and study about all that happened at Azuza Street for yourselves.  Really open your mind and heart to understanding all that happened there.  Let Holy Ghost be your guide as you read and study as to what is true or not.  If he does with you what he did with me then your heart and life with be touched with all that God did there.  And yes, I do believe that God showed up there in a mighty way because the people believed and were expectant for a move of God like they had never seen or known before.  Oh what a different, much better, world we would have today if all God's people were seeking Him as they did then.  Just saying.

Now, in the slides you saw above there was a David Livingstone quote.  He was a pioneer missionary to Africa from the prominent 18th century Moffat missionary family. He became one of most popular British heroes of the late 19th century Victorian era.  He was also an explorer of the region.  His disappearance and eventual death in Africa led to the founding of several major Central African Christian missionary initiatives carried forward in the era of the European “Scramble for Africa” during which almost all of Africa fell under European rule for decades.   Reading about his life is quite interesting.

In the slides you saw above there was also a Frank Bartleman quote.  He was a Christian writer.  His book Azuza Street (can be found on Amazon) describes the events surrounding the Pentecostal revival. He authored six books, four pamphlets, over five hundred and fifty published articles, and one hundred tracts. Bartleman is best remembered for his chronicles of the 1906 Los Angeles revival.  Of the revival, held in Los Angeles from 1906 to 1909, Bartleman famously wrote, "It seemed that everyone had to go to “Azusa.” ... There were far more white people than colored coming. The “color line” was washed away in the blood."  After the Los Angelas revival and his missionary work (ending with the start of World War 1) he returned to evangelistic street work until his death in 1936. He is buried in Burbank, California, at Valhalla Memorial Park.

His book is the book I would personally recommend reading in your journey of understanding Azuza Street and the pentecostal movement.  That way it will help you not be like so many who in their not understanding say something wasn't God just because they don't understand it.  

In my lifetime, I can most confidently say that God moves in mysterious ways and His ways are not our ways.  I've experienced Him in my life in ways that I could have never imagined.  He's touched my life in such a deep way that it stays with me always.  Although I was born long after the Azuza Street Revivals Franks book gives a great description of all that happened there.  To say that what happened there was not God is putting God in a box and I never wanna be guilty of doing that ever.  

God is my world.  He is my lifeline.  He's everything that I'm ever gonna wanna or need in this life.  It's my prayer that if you don't feel as I do that one day you will.   

Micah 6:8 (ICB)...

Footnote from NIV Application Bible:

Micah is not attempting to reveal some new standard of conduct or give an expanded or secret list of requirements that were previously unknown.  God has already communicated that he wants these three basic things.  Micah's description of God's requirements includes no negative statements about what is forbidden to the Israelites: It clearly and positively presents the keys to a full life within the covenant. 

Homeschool Coming to End This Year...

(Technically 13 years if you count Kindergarten)

Today I start going through all Tim’s school books. Some of it will be getting donated and others packed into a bucket for safe keeping. There’s just some stuff you don’t get rid of. IYKYK. #homeschooljourneycoming2anend #classof2026

I did this once before to make room for new books as we went into his highschool years.  There's still more purging to get done though because I didn't get it all done back then.  

It's hard to believe this journey is coming to an end this school year.  It feels surreal that it's almost over and that our son will be moving onto new things and adventures in his life.  

While we know that weightlifting will continue to be a huge focus for Tim moving forward we don't know what else God has in store for him.  It's gonna be hard letting go and letting God work in his life as he steps out into this crazy world and does life.  WE know we've taught him well and we have to trust in that as Tim moves forward. 

I'm also taking this time to figure out what's next for me now that the job of raising/homeschooling our son is almost done.  Life will be so much different after May 2026.  

I'm seeking God's guidance on what he would have me do next.  I'm sure there's a next he has in mind for me and I'm looking forward to walking it out with him.  God is my world!  He's my everything!  Besides, my relationship with him the only others that are my world are my husband and son.  I'm so thankful for God's many blessings in my life.  He has blessed me so much more than I could have thought or imagined.  He's touched my life so deeply that I'm eternally grateful.  I'm so glad that His presence in my life is always felt and appreciated.  I will never understand those who do this life without God.  I can't even imagine my life without God in it.  

This homeschooling journey has been a season in my life.  It's been a challenging season at times and a really blessed season at other times.  Such a mix of emotions going on for me in this last year of homeschooling.