Go Where You Feel Most Alive...

This statement made me stop and let it sink in.

The world can push us in so many different directions. There are countless choices about where we can go, what we can do, who we can become, and how we should live our lives.

Whether it's for fun, school, work, relationships, or simply how we spend our time, the choices seem almost endless.

And today, the world is constantly putting those choices right in front of us.

When I was growing up, we certainly had choices about what we wanted to do and where we wanted to go. But there weren't nearly as many influences pushing us in different directions as there are today.

Technology has changed almost every aspect of our lives.

There was no social media when I was growing up.

The only phone you had was attached to the wall in your home. If you traveled somewhere, you might call to let someone know you had arrived safely—but if it was a long-distance call, it was expensive.

There were no cell phones that allowed us to instantly call, text, or video chat with anyone, anywhere.

There were no cameras built into the phones we carried in our pockets, once those started becoming a thing in the 90's. If you wanted to take pictures or record video, you had to carry an actual camera with you. And those cameras were often large, expensive, and not something everyone owned.

If you wanted to know where you were going, you used a map.

Or, more likely, an atlas.

You mapped out your route before you ever left home. If you got lost or decided to change directions, you had to pull off the road, get out the atlas, and figure out a new route.

Today, all of that is right there in our phones.

We have maps that can instantly reroute us. Cameras that are always with us. News that reaches us the moment something happens. Social media that constantly shows us what everyone else is doing, where everyone else is going, and what everyone else thinks we should care about.

When I was growing up, you watched the news in the morning or in the evening. You didn't know about every single thing happening in the world the moment it happened. Unless something truly significant occurred, you waited for the next scheduled newscast.

Today, the world is constantly pressing in.

There is always another notification.

Another opinion.

Another story.

Another trend.

Another person telling us what we should want, where we should go, what we should believe, and what success is supposed to look like.

And if we aren't careful, we can find ourselves living a life that was shaped more by the world around us than by what truly matters to us.

We begin following the crowd without ever stopping to ask ourselves if that is actually where we want to go.

We chase things because everyone else is chasing them.

We make choices because they are expected of us.

We compare our lives to the lives we see online.

We follow the direction the world is moving simply because it is the direction everyone else seems to be going.

But what if the direction everyone else is going isn't the direction you are meant to go?

What if the place where you feel most alive is somewhere completely different?

Going where you feel most alive doesn't mean making irresponsible choices or simply doing whatever feels good in the moment. It doesn't mean ignoring wisdom, responsibilities, or the people you love.

But it does mean being willing to stop and ask yourself some important questions.

What brings you joy?

What gives you purpose?

What makes you feel like yourself?

What kind of life do you actually want to live?

Because sometimes, the life that makes you happiest won't look like the life everyone else is choosing.

Sometimes, going where you feel most alive means going against the flow.

And going against the flow isn't always a bad thing.

There is nothing wrong with choosing a different path if it leads you toward a life that is meaningful, fulfilling, and well lived.

You don't have to follow every trend.

You don't have to chase every opportunity.

You don't have to be constantly connected to everything happening in the world.

You don't have to live your life according to someone else's definition of success.

Sometimes, you need to put down the phone, step away from the noise, and listen to yourself.

Not the world.

Not social media.

Not the expectations of everyone around you.

You.

Because your life is yours to live.

And perhaps the best life isn't found by going where the world is pushing you.

Perhaps it's found by having the courage to go where you feel most alive.

To choose the things that bring you genuine joy.

To spend time with the people who matter most.

To pursue the things that give your life meaning.

To live a life that is truly your own.

The world will always be moving in one direction or another.

It will always have opinions about where you should go and what you should do.

But you don't have to follow every direction it points you in.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is step away from the noise, trust your own path, and go where you feel most alive.

Because a life well lived isn't necessarily the life that looks the best to everyone else.

It's the life that feels right to you.

For me, the places where I feel most alive are found in the things that matter most to me—my family, my relationship with God, and following wherever He leads me.

My hope and my faith are centered on the Lord Jesus Christ. So while the world may constantly try to push me in different directions, I want my life to be guided by something greater than the latest trend, opinion, or expectation.

I want to go where God leads me.

I want to spend my time with the people I love.

I want to pursue the things that bring meaning and purpose to my life.

And I want to live a life that is centered on the things that truly matter—not simply the things the world tells me should matter.

Because for me, going where I feel most alive isn't about chasing everything the world has to offer.

It's about being where God has called me to be, surrounded by the people I love, and living with my hope and faith firmly rooted in the Lord Jesus Christ.

That is where I feel most alive.

It All Starts with Believing...

"If you don't believe in yourself, no one else will."

At first glance, that statement might sound harsh. After all, we all need encouragement from others. We need parents who cheer us on, coaches who teach us, teammates who support us, and friends who stand beside us.

But here's the truth...

None of those things can replace believing in yourself.

We've watched this firsthand with our son over the last several years. Whether it was competing in Taekwondo or now pursuing Olympic weightlifting, there has been one thing that has remained constant: his belief that he could become better than he was yesterday.

That belief didn't mean he thought success would come easily. Quite the opposite.

It meant showing up to practice when he was tired.

It meant getting back under the bar after a missed lift.

It meant trusting the process when progress seemed painfully slow.

It meant believing that one bad competition didn't define him.

When others saw a difficult lift, he saw an opportunity.

When others might have questioned if he could do it, he chose to believe he could.

That confidence didn't come from arrogance. It came from preparation.

Over time, something amazing happened.

The more he believed in himself, the more everyone around him believed in him too.

As parents, we saw the work he was putting in every single day. We saw the sore muscles, the sacrifices, and the determination. It became easy for us to believe in what he was capable of because he believed it first.

His coach believed in him enough to push him harder because he knew our son wasn't afraid of the challenge.

His teammates believed in him because they watched him refuse to quit. They saw someone who wasn't looking for shortcuts or excuses. They saw someone committed to becoming the best version of himself.

Belief is contagious.

When someone consistently works hard and refuses to give up, people naturally begin to rally behind them.

But it all starts with the person looking back in the mirror.

There were plenty of moments when the outcome was uncertain. There were competitions where things didn't go as planned. There were lifts that didn't go up. There were disappointments that could have convinced him to settle for less.

Instead, he chose to keep believing.

That belief eventually led to personal records that once seemed impossible.

It led to national medals.

It led to becoming a Junior National Champion.

Those accomplishments didn't begin on the platform.

They began long before anyone ever handed him a medal.

They began when he decided he was capable.

As Christians, though, we also recognize that believing in yourself isn't about placing all your faith in your own abilities. Real confidence comes from understanding who God created you to be.

Scripture reminds us:

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." (Philippians 4:13)

Notice Paul doesn't say, "I can do all things because I'm talented."

He says his strength comes through Christ.

God gives us gifts, talents, opportunities, and the ability to grow. It's our responsibility to steward those gifts well by working hard, remaining teachable, and refusing to quit.

Believing in yourself means believing that God doesn't make mistakes.

It means trusting that if He has called you to something, He will equip you for it.

It means walking onto the platform, into the classroom, into the office, or into whatever challenge you're facing with confidence—not because you're perfect, but because God is with you.

People are naturally drawn to those who carry quiet confidence.

Not pride.

Not arrogance.

Confidence.

The kind of confidence that says, "I've prepared. I've worked. I'm trusting God with the outcome."

Our son's journey has reminded us of something we'll never forget.

Our encouragement mattered.

His coach's guidance mattered.

His teammates' support mattered.

But none of it would have taken root if he hadn't first chosen to believe he could become the athlete God created him to be.

The people around you can encourage you.

They can coach you.

They can open doors for you.

But they can't believe for you.

At some point, you have to decide that you're going to trust God, put in the work, and believe that you are capable of more than your fears tell you.

Because when you believe in yourself—and ultimately in the God who created you—you give others permission to believe in you too.

And sometimes, that's where the extraordinary journeys begin.

57 Years Ago Today...

57 Years Ago Today... 

On July 20, 1969, history was made.

More than 240,000 miles away from Earth, NASA astronauts Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin became the first humans to walk on the surface of the moon while Michael Collins orbited above in the command module.

The Apollo 11 mission was one of the greatest achievements in human history.

After years of planning, research, testing, and preparation, the Apollo 11 spacecraft launched from Kennedy Space Center in Florida on July 16, 1969. Four days later, the lunar module Eagle landed on the moon's surface.

As Neil Armstrong stepped onto the moon, millions of people around the world watched the historic moment unfold. His famous words, "That's one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind," became forever connected to one of the most significant moments of the 20th century.

Buzz Aldrin joined Armstrong on the lunar surface shortly afterward. Together, they spent approximately two and a half hours exploring the moon, collecting samples, taking photographs, and conducting scientific experiments.

Meanwhile, Michael Collins remained in lunar orbit aboard the command module Columbia, awaiting the return of his fellow astronauts.

The Apollo 11 crew successfully returned to Earth on July 24, 1969, completing a mission that had captured the attention of the entire world.

The first moon landing represented years of scientific discovery, engineering, teamwork, determination, and extraordinary courage. It was a moment that demonstrated what could be accomplished through human ingenuity and a shared commitment to achieving something that had never been done before.

Today, we remember Apollo 11 and the three men who made history: Neil Armstrong, Buzz Aldrin, and Michael Collins.

July 20, 1969, will forever be remembered as the day humanity first set foot on another world.

Space and NASA have always held a special interest for both my husband and me. Perhaps part of the reason is that we were both born in 1969—the very same year this historic moon landing took place. Every year when this anniversary comes around, it feels a little more personal knowing that this incredible moment in history happened during the year we were born.

(taken from The Bible App)

The Door Is Still Open...

Have you ever ignored a knock at your front door? I know I have.

Maybe you weren't expecting anyone. Maybe you were busy. Maybe you simply didn't feel like answering.

The person on the other side eventually leaves.

But there's one knock we should never ignore.

In Revelation 3:20, Jesus says:

"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock."

Notice something remarkable about this verse. Jesus doesn't force His way in. He doesn't kick the door down. He doesn't demand entrance into our lives.

He knocks.

That simple image tells us so much about the heart of God. He desires a relationship with us, but He gives us the choice to respond. Love that is forced isn't love at all. Jesus patiently invites us to welcome Him into every part of our lives.

The question is, are we listening?

Sometimes the noise of life drowns out His voice. We're consumed with work, schedules, social media, finances, relationships, and the endless demands of everyday life. Before we know it, we've become so busy that we've stopped paying attention to the One who's been knocking all along.

Other times, we hear Him—but hesitate to answer.

Maybe we're holding on to sin we don't want to surrender.

Maybe we're carrying hurt that makes it difficult to trust.

Maybe we're afraid of what following Christ will require.

Or maybe we've convinced ourselves that we'll open the door "someday."

But Jesus isn't looking for perfect people. He's looking for willing hearts.

One of the most beautiful parts of this verse is what happens after the door is opened.

"I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me."

In biblical times, sharing a meal wasn't just about eating. It represented friendship, fellowship, acceptance, and intimacy. Jesus isn't offering a quick visit. He's inviting us into a daily relationship with Him.

He wants to walk with us through our victories and our struggles.

He wants to comfort us in our grief.

He wants to guide us when we're uncertain.

He wants to celebrate with us, correct us, strengthen us, and remind us that we're never alone.

Too often, we treat Jesus like an emergency contact—someone we call only when life falls apart. But He longs to be much more than our crisis counselor. He wants to be Lord of every room in our hearts.

It's also worth remembering who these words were originally written to. Jesus was speaking to the church in Laodicea, a church that had grown spiritually lukewarm. They looked successful on the outside but had become self-sufficient and distant from Him.

That makes this verse deeply personal for believers today.

It's possible to know about Jesus without walking closely with Him.

It's possible to attend church while keeping certain areas of your life closed off.

It's possible to appear spiritually healthy while quietly drifting away.

Yet even then, Jesus doesn't walk away.

He knocks.

Patiently.

Lovingly.

Faithfully.

No matter how long it's been, His invitation remains the same.

Today, we should ask ourselves:

Have I truly opened the door to Jesus?

Or have I only allowed Him into the rooms I'm comfortable sharing?

He isn't asking for a guest pass.

He's asking for our heart.

And the beautiful truth is this: the moment we open the door, we'll discover He wasn't coming to condemn us—He was coming to have fellowship with us.

His grace is greater than our failures.

His mercy is greater than our past.

His love is greater than our fears.

The knock is still there.

The invitation still stands.

The only question left is...

Will we open the door?

We Didn't Get Everything Right… But We Got This Right...

As parents, it's easy to replay the things we wish we had done differently.

There are moments we wish we had been more patient. Days we wish we had handled a situation better. Decisions we might change if we could go back. No parent is perfect, and if we're honest, we all have moments we'd like a do-over.

We've certainly had ours.

But every now and then, we take a step back and look at our son, and one thought rises above all the rest:

We may not be perfect, but when we look at our son, we know we got something in our life perfectly right.

Not because he's flawless—he isn't. None of us are.

But because of the kind of young man he has become.

He's respectful when no one is watching. He works hard without complaining. He keeps his commitments. He honors his family. He treats people with kindness and dignity. He loves the Lord. He has learned that success isn't handed to you—it comes through discipline, perseverance, and character.

Watching him grow into adulthood has been one of God's greatest blessings in our lives.

There were years filled with early mornings, late nights, long drives, sacrifices, difficult conversations, homeschooling, practices, competitions, disappointments, victories, and countless prayers. There were moments when we wondered if what we were pouring into him was taking root.

Now we see the fruit.

Parenting isn't about raising children who make us look good. It's about raising adults who will honor God long after they've left our home. 

The world tells parents to be their child's best friend.

God calls us to be their guide.

That means saying "no" when it's unpopular. It means teaching responsibility instead of making excuses. It means correcting with love, modeling integrity, and pointing them toward Christ even when it's hard.

Children learn far more from what they see than from what they hear.

They watch how we treat our spouse.

They watch how we respond to adversity.

They watch whether our faith is genuine or just something we talk about on Sundays.

Our example often becomes their foundation.

Psalm 127:3 reminds us:

"Children are a heritage from the Lord, offspring a reward from Him."

What an incredible responsibility—and what an incredible privilege.

Looking back, we realize that while we made mistakes along the way, God was faithful. He filled in the gaps where we fell short. He gave wisdom when we asked, grace when we failed, and strength when we felt inadequate.

Any success we see in our son is ultimately a testimony to God's faithfulness far more than our parenting.

As he continues to chase his dreams, work hard, and follow the path God has for him, our prayer remains the same as it has always been:

That he would love Jesus more than success.

That he would value character more than recognition.

That he would lead with humility.

That he would never stop pursuing the purpose God has placed on his life.

No, we haven't been perfect parents.

Far from it.

But if raising a son who loves God, respects others, works hard, stays humble, and lives with integrity is any indication...

Then by God's grace, we got something beautifully right.

And for that, we'll be forever grateful. 

One Year Without You, Nan...

It's hard to believe it's been a year since you left us, Nan.

Losing you just a little over a year after Pop passed has left a hole in our family that can never truly be filled. Family gatherings aren't the same anymore. There are empty chairs where laughter once echoed. There are stories we wish we could still tell you in person. There are moments when we still instinctively think, "I can't wait to tell Nan," before remembering you're no longer here.

People often say time heals all wounds. I don't think that's entirely true.

Time teaches us how to carry the loss, but it never erases the love.

So much life has happened this past year.

Tim turned 18 and five days later he graduated from high school. He got his full class c driver's license. He started a new chapter of adulthood working with his dad. But perhaps the biggest milestone of all was becoming a USA Weightlifting Junior National Champion.

We couldn't help but think of you and Pop that day.

Scot and I can still picture how proud you both would have been. You watched Tim work toward that dream for years. You saw the countless hours of training, the setbacks, the disappointments, and the determination that never wavered.

When he stood on that podium as National Champion, our hearts were overflowing with joy—but there was also an ache.

We wished you were still here to share it.

We wished we could have called you afterward.

We wished we could have seen the smile on your face and heard you tell him how proud you were.

But even in the middle of that bittersweet moment, we found comfort knowing that while you weren't here with us, you are safely in the presence of the One you loved most, watching and smiling from heaven.

Scripture reminds us:

"To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord." (2 Corinthians 5:8)

That promise doesn't erase the pain, but it gives us hope.

There have been birthdays, holidays, celebrations, and ordinary days that have all looked different without you and Pop. We miss your laughter, your hugs, your wisdom, and simply having you here.

Grief has a way of reminding us just how deeply we loved someone.

And what a gift that love was.

I'm so thankful for the years we all had together. Thankful for the memories you've left us. Thankful for the example you lived before us. Thankful that our goodbye isn't forever.

Because for those who know Christ, death isn't the end of the story.

It's simply "see you later."

Until that day, we'll continue living the lives you and Pop encouraged us to live—loving God, loving each other, working hard, celebrating life's victories, and trusting the Lord through every season.

We miss you every single day, Nan.

Not a day goes by that you and Pop don't cross our minds.

Thank you for loving us so well.

We'll carry your memory in our hearts until we're together again.

"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain..." (Revelation 21:4)

Until we see you again, We love you, Nan.

A Godly Wife Begins with a Godly Heart...

Now you didn't think I was going to write a husband post and not do a wife one did you???

A Godly Wife Begins with a Godly Heart...

There are countless opinions today about what a woman should be.

Culture tells women to chase success, independence, status, or approval. Others reduce a woman's worth to appearances or accomplishments. But God's Word paints a much more beautiful picture.

A godly wife isn't defined by perfection.

She is defined by her pursuit of Christ.

Scripture says it this way:

"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised." (Proverbs 31:30)

God isn't looking for a woman who has it all together. He's looking for a woman whose heart belongs to Him.

As I looked over this list, I smiled—and then I laughed a little. Not because I disagree with it, but because I know just how often I fall short.

I've been married to Scot for nearly twenty years, and if there's anyone who knows my flaws, it's him. I'm not always patient. I don't always say the right thing. I get frustrated. I make mistakes. Sometimes I let stress get the best of me. I have to apologize. I have to ask for forgiveness.

I'm far from being the "perfect Proverbs 31 wife."

But every day I ask God to make me a little more like Jesus than I was the day before.

That's the goal.

Not perfection.

Faithfulness.

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She Loves God Above All Things

Everything starts here.

Before I'm a wife.
Before I'm a mother.
Before I'm a business owner...

I'm first a daughter of the King.

I've learned that when I neglect my relationship with the Lord, every other relationship suffers. I become less patient, less gracious, and much more focused on myself than on serving others.

The closer I stay to Christ, the better wife I become—not because I'm trying harder, but because He's changing my heart.

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She Loves Her Husband and Children

Love isn't merely a feeling—it's a daily choice.

Marriage isn't always easy. Raising children certainly isn't easy. There are seasons of joy, exhaustion, celebration, and disappointment.

As Scot and I approach twenty years of marriage, I can honestly say our marriage hasn't been sustained because we're perfect people. It's been sustained because God has been faithful.

There have been times when I've needed far more grace than I've deserved, and Scot has extended it anyway. I'm thankful that our marriage has always been built on forgiveness rather than keeping score.

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She Shows Self-Control

If I'm honest, this is one God continues to work on in me.

Sometimes I react before I pray.

Sometimes I speak before I think.

Sometimes my emotions try to lead instead of the Holy Spirit.

Thankfully, God's mercies are new every morning.

He's still teaching me that self-control isn't about willpower—it's about surrender.

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She Is the Keeper of the Home

This doesn't mean my house is always spotless.

Anyone who's dropped by unexpectedly can probably testify to that!

It means I want our home to be a place where people feel welcomed, loved, encouraged, and where Christ is honored.

A peaceful home isn't created by perfect decorating or perfect housekeeping.

It's created by people who continually choose love, forgiveness, and grace.

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She Is a Servant

Serving doesn't always come naturally.

Most of the time I'd rather be served.

These days, more often than not, I'm tired.

There's lots of times that I'm selfish.

Yet Jesus continually reminds me that greatness in His Kingdom looks very different than greatness in the world.

Every opportunity to serve is really an opportunity to become more like Him.

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She Is Grateful

One lesson God keeps teaching me is gratitude.

It's easy to notice what's wrong.

It takes intentionality to notice what's right.

When I stop and count my blessings, I realize just how much God has done.

A husband who loves Jesus.

A son who loves the Lord.

A growing family business.

A home filled with memories.

God has been incredibly good to me.

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She Is Modest

Modesty isn't just about what we wear.

It's about humility.

It's about pointing people toward Christ instead of ourselves.

The older I get, the less concerned I am with impressing people and the more concerned I am with pleasing God.

That's a much better way to live.

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She Is Kind

Kindness is something the world desperately needs.

I don't always get it right.

Many times my words are sharper than they should be.

Sometimes I'm impatient.

But God faithfully convicts me, softens my heart, and reminds me that people are drawn to grace far more than criticism.

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Progress, Not Perfection

If this list feels overwhelming, remember this:

God isn't looking for perfect wives. 

If He were, none of us would qualify.

He's looking for women whose hearts are fully surrendered to Him.

I'm still learning.

I'm still growing.

I'm still failing at times.

And I'm still amazed that God's grace meets me every single day.

One of the greatest gifts God has given me is a husband who extends that same grace. Scot has loved me through my strengths and my weaknesses, celebrated my victories, forgiven my failures, and continually pointed me back to Christ. I thank God often for the man He gave me, because he reminds me what unconditional love looks like.

Being a godly wife isn't about checking every box on a list.

It's about waking up every day and saying, "Lord, make me more like You today than I was yesterday."

That's a prayer God delights in answering.

A Godly Husband Leads Like Christ...

The world has done a great job confusing what it means to be a man.

Some believe leadership means being in charge. Others think it means demanding respect, getting your own way, or having the final say. But when we open God's Word, we see something completely different.

Biblical leadership has never been about power—it has always been about responsibility.

Jesus, the King of kings, didn't come to be served. He came to serve. He washed His disciples' feet. He laid down His life. He sacrificed everything for those He loved.

That is the model God gives husbands.

As I was reading through this list, I couldn't help but smile because it immediately made me think of my husband, Scot. We've been married for nearly twenty years, and while neither of us would ever claim to be perfect, I have been incredibly blessed with a husband who genuinely strives to honor Christ in the way he loves our family. Watching him over the years has given me a front-row seat to what biblical leadership really looks like.

Love Her Sacrificially

"Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave Himself up for her." — Ephesians 5:25

That's an incredibly high standard.

Jesus didn't love only when it was convenient. He loved completely, selflessly, and sacrificially.

A godly husband asks, "How can I serve my wife today?" instead of "What can she do for me?"

Scot has modeled this in countless ways over the years. Whether it's working long hours to provide for our family, helping around the house without being asked, supporting me through difficult seasons, or simply putting our needs ahead of his own, he's shown me that real love is found in sacrifice—not selfishness.

Real love gives.
Real love serves.
Real love protects.
Real love sacrifices.

Lead Her Spiritually

One of the greatest responsibilities a husband carries is setting the spiritual tone of his home.

That doesn't mean having all the answers or pretending to be perfect.

It means pursuing Christ first.

It means praying, opening God's Word, living it out, asking forgiveness when you've failed, and leading by example.

One of the things I've appreciated most about Scot is that our home has always been rooted in faith. Whether it was supporting our decision to homeschool, encouraging Tim in his walk with Christ, or reminding our family that God comes first, he's consistently pointed us toward Jesus instead of himself.

Honor Her Consistently

Respect isn't something reserved for church or when other people are watching.

It's shown in everyday conversations.

How you speak to your wife...
How you speak about your wife...
How you respond when you're frustrated...

Those moments reveal your heart.

I've never had to wonder if Scot respected me. Whether we're at home or out in public, he treats me with kindness, dignity, and love. That kind of consistency builds trust and strengthens a marriage.

Provide Faithfully

Providing is much more than bringing home a paycheck.

It's showing up every day with integrity.

It's carrying responsibility without complaining.

It's making sure your family knows they're loved and cared for.

For nearly twenty years, Scot has faithfully carried that responsibility. Through busy seasons, uncertain seasons, and seasons of blessing, he has worked hard to provide for our family. I don't take that for granted.

Listen Attentively

Listening is one of the greatest expressions of love.

A wise husband values his wife's heart, thoughts, burdens, and perspective.

Sometimes we don't need someone to fix our problems—we simply need someone to hear us.

I'm thankful that Scot has always been willing to listen, even when life gets busy. Feeling heard is one of the greatest gifts a spouse can give.

Protect Her Tenderly

Protection isn't about control.

It's about creating a place of safety.

A godly husband guards his wife emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

He doesn't use fear, manipulation, or intimidation.

He uses strength with gentleness.

I've always known Scot would stand between our family and anything that threatened us. His strength has never been about demanding authority—it has been about providing security, stability, and peace. That's the kind of protection God intended.

Christ Is the Standard

A godly husband does not rule through intimidation.

He doesn't lead by fear.

He doesn't demand submission while refusing sacrifice.

He leads through humility.

He leads through service.

He leads through love.

He leads by following Christ.

I know there are many women who long for this kind of marriage, and my heart truly goes out to them. No husband is perfect—Scot would be the first to tell you he isn't—but I thank God that he has always desired to become more like Jesus. That has made all the difference in our marriage.

As we approach twenty years together this November, I find myself more grateful than ever. God knew exactly who I needed. Scot has been my partner, my encourager, the father of our son, and one of God's greatest blessings in my life.

The world doesn't need more men who seek power.

It needs more men who seek Christ.

Because when a husband follows Jesus wholeheartedly, his family experiences the love of Christ through him.

And to my husband—thank you for loving me the way Christ has called you to. I thank God for you every single day.

(I saw these on social media and wanted to share them here while making this blog post)

More Than a Coach...

"How you treat your athletes is a direct reflection of who you are as a coach."

That statement reaches far beyond sports.

It's easy to measure a coach by championships, trophies, or a winning record. Those accomplishments certainly have their place. Competition is meant to challenge us, teach discipline, and inspire excellence. But when the season is over and the medals are packed away, what remains?

The answer is simple: people.

Every athlete will eventually forget some of the scores, statistics, and even many of the games. But they'll never forget how their coach made them feel.

Did they feel encouraged or constantly torn down?

Did they feel like they mattered, even when they weren't the best player on the team?

Did they know someone believed in them when they doubted themselves?

Those are the moments that shape lives.

The Bible reminds us in Colossians 3:23, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men." Coaching is no exception. It's more than teaching fundamentals or developing physical ability. It's an opportunity to reflect Christ through patience, integrity, encouragement, and love.

A coach's words carry tremendous weight. One sentence can either build confidence or plant seeds of doubt that last for years. One act of kindness can change the trajectory of a young person's life. Every practice, every correction, every conversation is an opportunity to build character—not just athletic ability.

The greatest coaches understand that leadership isn't about demanding respect; it's about earning it.

It's found in being patient when an athlete struggles.

It's found in correcting without humiliating.

It's found in treating every athlete with dignity—not just the stars, but the ones who rarely hear their name announced or spend most of the game on the bench.

While my son competes in Olympic weightlifting, which is considered an individual sport, I've come to realize there really is no such thing as an athlete who succeeds entirely on their own. His name may be the only one on the platform, but every lift reflects the people who have invested in him along the way. His coach, his training partners, the encouragement they offer, the standards they uphold, and the culture they create all play a part in his success. You don't build great athletes in isolation—you build them through relationships. That's why great coaching matters just as much in an individual sport as it does in a team sport.

Jesus modeled this kind of leadership perfectly. He invested in people the world overlooked. He led with truth, but He also led with compassion. He challenged people to grow while never forgetting their value. That's the kind of leadership every coach should strive for.

Wins are exciting.

Championships are memorable.

Records are meant to be broken.

But character leaves a legacy.

Years from now, your athletes probably won't remember every drill you ran or every game plan you drew up. They will remember whether you showed up for them. They'll remember if you treated them with respect. They'll remember whether your actions matched your words.

As coaches, teachers, parents, pastors, employers—or anyone God has entrusted with influence—we should all ask ourselves one question:

Am I building performers, or am I building people?

Because one day the scoreboard will be forgotten, but the impact you made on someone's life will last for eternity.

"Let all that you do be done in love." — 1 Corinthians 16:14

Standards Aren't Selfish...

"I don't have expectations. I have standards."

At first glance, that statement may sound harsh. Some may even think it's prideful. But after thinking about it, I realized there's a big difference between expecting perfection and having healthy standards.

I don't expect people to never make mistakes. I don't expect them to always say the right thing or never disappoint me, my son, or my husband. We've made enough mistakes ourselves to know we're all imperfect.

But I do believe there are certain qualities that every healthy relationship should be built upon.

Respect my time.

Time is one of God's greatest gifts. Once it's gone, we can never get it back. When someone consistently values your time, they're showing they value you.

Match my effort.

Relationships were never meant to be one-sided. Whether it's a friendship, teammate, marriage, family relationship, or even working together in ministry, healthy relationships require both people to invest. One person shouldn't always be carrying the entire load.

Keep your word.

Your word is your reputation. Jesus said, "Let your 'Yes' be yes, and your 'No,' no." (Matthew 5:37). Integrity is shown not by the promises we make but by the promises we keep.

Tell the truth.

Truth builds trust. Lies destroy it.

Honesty isn't always easy, but it's always better than deception. A difficult truth may sting for a moment, but a lie can damage a relationship for years.

Stay consistent.

Anyone can be kind when life is easy.

Character is revealed through consistency. Faithfulness isn't about grand gestures—it's about showing up day after day with the same integrity and the same heart.

Take ownership.

We're all going to fail.

The difference is what we do after we fail.

Mature people apologize without excuses. They learn, they grow, and they take responsibility instead of shifting blame. That's what humility looks like.

Protect my peace.

This isn't about avoiding difficult conversations or pretending life is perfect.

It's about refusing to allow unnecessary chaos, manipulation, or constant drama to have a permanent place in our lives.

God has done too much work in our hearts for us to willingly hand our peace over to someone else's dysfunction.

Philippians 4:7 tells us that God's peace "will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus."

If God values our peace enough to guard it, shouldn't we?

These aren't unrealistic expectations.

They're healthy standards.

Standards aren't walls built to keep people out.

They're guardrails that help keep healthy relationships healthy.

Jesus loved everyone, but He didn't entrust Himself to everyone (John 2:24). He forgave freely, but He also walked away from those who continually rejected the truth. He served others with humility, yet He regularly withdrew to spend time with His Father and wasn't controlled by the demands of the crowd.

That tells us something important.

Having boundaries isn't unloving.

It's biblical.

We are called to love everyone, forgive freely, extend grace generously, and pray for those who hurt us.

But loving people doesn't mean accepting dishonesty.

Forgiveness doesn't require tolerating repeated disrespect.

Grace doesn't eliminate accountability.

And protecting your peace doesn't make you selfish—it makes you a wise steward of the heart God has entrusted to you.

So no, we don't expect perfection.

But we do have standards.

Not because we're better than anyone else.

Because healthy relationships require honesty, respect, integrity, responsibility, and peace.

Those aren't unreasonable expectations.

They're simply the foundation upon which lasting relationships are built.